Sunday, 3 November 2013
Ten years and tired
Things are not easy. The day before I was about to sign the contract for our new home, a week before the move, it all fell through. The laws on house buying in England really are an ass!
I have been sorting for months now, de-cluttering (and burning!) and packing my home, my work, and the huge mess left by the renovation of this house.
It has been exhausting. Mostly on my own, as it is something I had to do.
It has been emotionally hard to clear so much too, especially from my marriage to my Children's Father which was once so happy, and because we do not want to leave our home. All whilst trying to keep the kiddies lives on track and earn a living.
The burden of possessions is something I have always had a Love/Hate relationship with.
I am thankful for so much, my children and wonderful friends, but I do no understand why hard work, responsibility, love and honesty seem to thrive less than those who fake and take from others.